Mirror Lake print

28 Mar

960290_527158790758708_714881489288739232_nThis morning, my print books arrived! First good thing to happen this weekend, since remaining sober at our favorite cocktail bar resulted in an attack from the stomach bug from hell. I don’t know what it is, but I should have battled it with booze! At first I tried to tough it out at the office, but called Richard after two hours so he’d take me to the doctor’s office instead. Then spent the whole Friday on the sofa, dozing, sometimes puking, not drinking enough and barely eating anything all day – except for some chocolate pudding and sweet raisin rolls with Gouda cheese later in the evening. Once I felt slightly better, Richard helped me to the bedroom at three in the morning.

The parcel arrived at eight, leaving me with only five hours of sleep. But my stomach is slightly better, the books look great and the cats love the packaging material (which they have spread through the hallway at this point). Ever since I have dozed, looked at the manuscript of a friend (whose first book Hedge Games (Rule of Thorns, book 1) you should totally buy), had pizza with ham and pineapple for breakfast and drunk my first cup of coffee since Thursday night. We still have to go grocery shopping, but apart from that I plan to remain as lazy as possible.

So, what are your plans for the weekend?

Beautiful spring

26 Mar

  Last week I went on an afternoon walk to enjoy the arrival of spring. After work I got off the bus at a different location and, instead of going straight home, walked all around the settlement, past the meadows and through the wood. I also picked up a bucket full of trash. Please, someone explain to me: These people are able to drag their snacks, bottles, tissues etc. ALL THE WAY into the woods, just in case they feel hungry or dehydrated. And the moment the wrappers or bottles are empty, they become to fucking heavy to carry them to the next trashcan – what the fuck is wrong with them?

Notice that this is not a lot of trash. I know from experience that the amount may triple or quadruple once the days are warm enought for your average citizen to go molest the trees.

I DID IT!!! “Mirror Lake” is online!!!

19 Mar

Yesterday I completed the uploading process of the manuscript to CreateSpace, and today already you could go and purchase this marvellous story if you wanted! Of course you do, right? The ebook should be available within a matter of hours, it takes a while… but I am so excited!

If you are curious, you can go and read the first chapter here.

And more information, including links to several Amazon pages, are here.

Sorry for any mistakes you might find, they are completely mine! It’s part of being a creative genius, you get to mess up. A lot. Enjoy!

Faed and busy

26 Feb

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I probably forgot to mention that at the beginning of the month my short story “Wish” was published in the anthology “Faed”, which you can find here. Totally worth reading. And the publishing date for “Mirror Lake” was pushed back – sorry for that – because I am just so friggin’ unorganized and busy. (If you want to keep an eye on my wild writing adventures, I try to keep the publications page up to date. No promises.)

What else is new on the witching front? Nothing much. Lots of cocktails, lots of poor eating choices, lots of work. I am trying to keep my spirits up, but it has been hard these days, with double workloads at the office and not enough time to read or write or exercize. You probably know it, so I won’t complain too much. Still trying a way to make enough money with writing that I can scale back to a half-time office job, and eventually leave the office altogether. Not sure how to do that, though…

The only time I feel really witchy, most days, is when I am out running in the woods. Over time I have formed a special bond with this place, complete with favorite trees and birds acting as messengers. Recently it has been crows and magpies… want to see my favorite tree?

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Crappy quality, I know, but I don’t take proper camera equipment with me when I am out running. Ooooh, I have been thinking about some naughty magicks, for yourself or friends who need that extra spring spark… going to work this out and share it soon, I hope.

Old friends and new (Mirror Lake, Chapter 1)

25 Feb

(I thought I’d do something nice for a change, since none of my schedules seem to work at the moment, and share the first chapter of “Mirror Lake” with you. “Mirror Lake” is the sequel to “All Souls’ Children”, which you can get as e-book for Kindle or as paperback, and which you should totally read.)

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Ice crystals glittered on the parking cars. We had not yet had any snow this year, but the berries hanging from the branches were plenty and big. A hard winter was looming ahead of us. The clouds over our heads shimmered orange from the city lights. Not even up here on the hill was the night fully dark.

Raphael parked his car opposite the door of my house and turned the key in the ignition. Silence fell upon us. We sat next to each other while the motor cooled off, ticking quietly. The evening had been nice. We had gone to see a comedy at the cinema and taken a drink at my favorite Brazilian cocktail bar. I loved the atmosphere – the music, the brightly colored paintings adorning the walls, the friendly staff. And now I was trying to figure out whether to ask Raphael inside or not. A slim veil hung in the air over the hood of the car. The burgundy paintjob reflected the holiday lights in my neighbors’ windows. From the corner of my eye I could see at least two brightly lit evergreen trees blinking. Tis the season.

“Well… thanks for the nice evening”, Raphael said after a while. His voice was soft. I had waited too long. His hands were resting on the steering wheel. We had only been going out for three weeks, and so far I had been intent on keeping my privacy. It was only the second time I had allowed him to drive me home, and he had not been inside yet. But what was I waiting for? We were not children after all. I made up my mind and turned around to face him.

“Would… would you like to come inside for a cup of coffee?” My voice was high and breathless. I sounded like a teenager and hated it.

He smiled. I could see the dimple on his right cheek. With his short dark blond hair and his carefully ironed clothes he looked like a mash-up of banker and soldier – a mix I liked very much. My heart sped up.

“I’d love to.” He got out of the car and walked around the front to open the door for me. An old-fashioned quirk, kind of charming.

Our faces were at the same level. Something tickled behind my breast bone. Maybe it was just the cold – there was no reason to stay out here any longer.

Raphael bent closer and pushed a strand of hair from my face that had escaped from my bun. “I like your hair.” His breath was warm on my cheek. “Not meaning to offend you or anything, but… is brown your natural color?”

I pushed his hand away. “Why are you asking?”

“I don’t know.” He smiled. “I like the color.”

As if I had the nerve to waste time and money at the hairdresser every single month.

We crossed the street. I buried my hands in the pockets of my leather jacket to preserve at least a little warmth. The faster we got inside, the-

“Wait!” Raphael grabbed my arm.

I flinched. “What’s up?”

“There’s someone next to the door!”

I squinted and tried to make out shapes in the dark. The street lamp in front of my house was broken again – for the third time this month. The flowerbeds sat untouched and sad, waiting for the snow. The concrete plates between them glittered with snow. The steps lay in deep shadows, and something seemed to move in them. Had my protective circle failed?

The shape stretched. A bundle was sitting at its feet. I thought about the documents on my kitchen table I had spent the afternoon brooding over, and my stomach contracted. I’d rather be safe than sorry. Gently I extracted my arm from Raphael’s grip.

The shadow had reached its full size. I stopped, hands hanging at my sides. The cold bit my fingertips. I visualized a ball of red energy pooling into my abdomen, then flowing towards my hand.

Raphael stepped in front of me. “Anyone there?”

“Don’t!” He was playing the hero. How stupid. None of those I had been up against recently would have been impressed by his bravery. They had destroyed my old car with flames without a second thought. What if-

“Helena?”

Not a demon. But not exactly a reason for celebration, either. I hid my hands in my pocket once more, dissolved the energetic ball and grabbed my keys. A mild tingling was all that remained in my fingers. Just what I needed – Falk.

Raphael stood halfway between the shadow and me. I pushed past him to unlock the door. Falk was no acute threat – or at least that was what I thought. And whatever brought him here, we might just as well discuss it inside.

When I turned around, the men stood facing each other. Falk towered over Raphael, at least a head taller than my date. His dark hair, which appeared black in the shadows, was longer than when we last met. He desperately needed to see a barber. Hands in the pockets of his training jacket, he asked, “And who might you be?”

Raphael’s gaze wandered from Falk to me and back again. “Do you know that guy?”

“He is…” I did not have a good answer. How to explain all this without using words such as “crime”, “black magic” or “zombie”? “We worked together once.” That sounded lame even to me.

“I lived with her for a few days”, Falk added. His teeth gleamed in the darkness.

Son of a bitch.

Raphael forced a smile. “The whole coffee thing is probably not the best idea tonight, Helena. I will call you tomorrow, okay?”

I did not even get a kiss on the cheek. Too bad. This was not the evening I had had in mind.

I ground my teeth, waiting for the burgundy Renault to turn around and disappear behind the corner. The sound of the engine seemed to linger in the cold air while the car was swallowed by the darkness under the trees lining the meandering street.

Finally I turned around to Falk. “What are you doing here?”

“I need a place to crash.”

“Have you fled from the Wandering Graveyard?”

He looked at me as if I had lost my mind. “I have served my time. They consider me an upright citizen now.”

“Fine, then go back to your family.” Ouch, that sounded bitchy even to my own ears.

“My family doesn’t talk to me.” He watched my face. “Could we please continue inside? I’m freezing.”

“Since when have you been waiting?”

“Nine thirty.”

And by now it was past eleven. Poor guy. I hurried to open the door and let him enter. “Why didn’t you call?”

“I don’t have your number.”

Good point.

Strega recognized my visitor immediately. She raced towards him and wrapped herself around his legs, meowing as if I had neglected her for weeks.

Falk hunkered down stiffly and scratched her behind her red-and-black ears. Tiny ice crystals glittered in his hair.

I closed the door louder than I had planned and went straight into the kitchen. My jacket dropped onto the only free chair. The other one was hidden beneath old newspapers and mail. On top of the pile there was a heavy ice-blue envelope with my mother’s dainty writing on the front. I grabbed it, hesitated, put it down on the counter. Pushed it under the microwave to continue ignoring it. Then I started the kettle for tea. Since this was the only way I’d warm up tonight…

“Sorry I interrupted your date.”

“Never mind”, I replied. My voice was steady, although I would have loved to shake him and shout, what the hell are you doing here? But shaking Falk sounded like a less-than-stellar idea. I poured water into the teapot. Steam welled up. Golden clouds rose from the teabags and spread through the hot liquid. It smelled of mint and vervein, my winter favorite.

“Want some coffee?” I asked and opened the fridge. The coffee jar was right there in front of me.

“Aren’t you making tea?” Falk was still crouching in the door, messing with Strega. His jeans were covered in cat hair. He did not seem to mind. Even across the room I could hear the cat purring. “And who was that, your boyfriend?”

“We have been dating.”

“So he’s your guy.”

I hesitated. Did Raphael and I have a relationship? Maybe. How was I to know? “We don’t know each other long enough to put labels on this”, I decided out loud. “Not that it’s any of your business.”

“If you say so.” He kept petting Strega. She sounded like a tiny and very satisfied motorboat. “And yes, I would love some coffee. Where can I put my stuff?”

So he really intended to stay. Well, at least for a night. Or two. It was cold outside. “Remember the sofa?”

Instead of replying, he got up and grabbed the brown envelope lying on the otherwise empty kitchen table.

“Don’t!” I tried to stop him. “That’s confidential!”

Too late. I had not closed the envelope properly, and a pile of perversely well-lit pictures slid over the table.

Festive colors – black, red, white.

Bones. Torn tissue. Blood.

I ripped the envelope from Falk’s hand and hurried to hide away the pictures. “Stay away from my work!”

He was not impressed. “What’s that?”

“A job. A confidential job.”

We looked at each other. I tried to bully him with my evil eye, but I had to tilt my head back for this, which ruined the effect.

Falk turned around and walked towards the living room. I still held the envelope with the crime scene pictures. The coffeemaker wheezed behind me.

Another thing. “You said your family doesn’t talk to you. Why is that?” I asked and followed him.

Falk flung himself into the armchair next to the patio door. He looked incredibly tired. “You really want to know?”

“That’s why I asked.” I put the pictures away on the bookshelf next to the door and sat down on the edge of the sofa.

He closed his eyes. “I am cursed.”

“Yeah, right.”

“Or rather, my family is.” His voice was flat and void of emotion, his face a mask. “The firstborn son of each generation is doomed to bring bad luck over the family and die a violent death. My sister terminated her first pregnancy when she learned she would be having a boy.”

I frowned. “I thought you only learn the baby’s sex rather late during pregnancy. Isn’t abortion illegal after the twelfth week?”

He opened his eyes and grabbed a magazine from the coffee table. “There are legal exceptions, when lives are at risk, or in case of severe disabilities.” He flipped through the pages.

“And a curse falls under which of those categories?” I was struggling to understand. We had talked about this topic briefly during my studies, but only as a theoretical game. The teacher had us discussing how many witches a coven needed to curse not just a single person, but several generations at once. Only a thought experiment. Of course there were legends on cursed families, but to my knowledge not a single case had been studied by scientists. On the other hand, if it were my family, I would not want them spreading the tale, either.

“For how many generations has that been going on?”

“I don’t know.” He closed his eyes once more and shook his head. “I always knew what was waiting for me. As a teenager I did terrible things. Finally my parents had had it, and they stopped talking to me.”

“How old were you?”

“Seventeen.”

I waited.

“I understand them”, Falk continued. “It was a tough time.”

“And you haven’t heard from them since?”

“Not a single word.”

“Have you tried contacting them?”

He took a deep breath. His face transformed. He smiled. “Wasn’t there talk of coffee?”

I had completely forgotten. “One moment, please.”

Balancing two cups filled to the brim, milk and sugar on a tray, I stopped in the kitchen doorway and tried to organize my thoughts. When, during our quarantine, Falk had spoken of his family, his voice had been full of love. In my mind I added years and years to the age of his nieces. Never seeing your family again… – well, I was not too keen on spending time with my mother, either, but that was a different matter. My gaze landed on the ice blue envelope half hidden beneath the microwave. I switched off the light with my elbow.

As I returned to the living room, Falk had made himself comfortable. His shoes stood next to each other in front of the chair, his jacket hung from the arm rest. He was half sitting, half lying between the cushions, with Strega kneading his thighs. She pushed her head against his chest. Shameless beast! I put the tray down on the coffee table.

“What kind of confidential job were you talking about?” Falk asked after the first sip.

“Do you even know what ‘confidential’ means?”

“Sure. Can’t be this top secret if you leave the papers lying on the kitchen table.”

“I just wanted to hide them from Maria. They’d give her nightmares.”

“Maria?” It took him a moment to remember. Then he started laughing. “So you actually hired her?”

“She’s a practical girl and really good at sorting stuff”, I replied. Of course breaking into my home – twice – had not been the best letter of recommendation she could have left. But her work morale more than made up for this. Plus I did not have to keep looking for a personal assistant. Our arrangement made everybody happy. Even Falk, considering the bright grin on his face.

“Spill it”, he insisted. He was breathing heavily from laughing so hard. “What kind of case have you got? Maybe I can help.” He hesitated. “I had hoped you might have a job for me.”

Looked as if I was about to turn into a successful micro-business. “Well, you might actually have a solution for my dilemma.” I stood up and got the envelope. “What do you make of this?”

A young man, pale and bloated. His eye sockets were empty, but that was not the first thing you noticed about the picture. A black hole gaped where the skullcap should have been. Tiny gray specks of tissue stuck to the ragged edges of the bone.

The next picture showed a slim boy’s body, twisted. A black puddle of blood spread out around him. Splintered bone protruded from his legs. His head was strangely deformed.

A third photograph. No body. Only a sparsely furnished room. Two beds, a table, a gray wardrobe. The blanket on the right bed might have been gray once as well, but beneath all the gore it was hard to tell. Floor and walls were all but clinically clean, only one drop of blood clung to the windowpane. Behind the glass you could see a majestic tree in full autumn glory. The golden leaves and the bright red blood formed a stark contrast to the clinical room.

The silence expanded while Falk studied the images. Finally he looked up. “What happened?”

“We don’t know.” I drank my coffee. “Those are two deaths and one missing minor case in a facility for non-integrated youths in the east of the country. All happened in the last few weeks.”

“The bloody room – that’s supposed to be a missing kid?”

“The police haven’t found the boy.”

Falk thought about this for a moment. His fingers stroked Strega’s fur, mechanically. “And what now?” His voice was matter-of-fact. “Boys run away. What is your role in all this?”

“So you’re trying to tell me the boy ran away from that room? Or that this one”, I pointed at the picture of the half-skull-less body, “tried to get away and left his brain behind? And that guy was found at the foot of a tower – a tower the windows of which cannot be opened. Three dead teenagers in two months.” I breathed in. “One of the officials called me. She thinks there may be more to it.”

“And Social Services can afford your work?”

“This is a special case.”

“Why?”

“Because this is not your usual facility.”

Falk looked at the images once more, with more attention. “I see.” His lips turned pale.

Even the best families had their struggles, occasionally. And sometimes Social Services decided that children should better not stay with their biological parents. Some organizations protested against the fact that children of non-human families more frequently ended up in state facilities, but repeated examinations had shown no deviations worth mentioning. And be that as it may, there were facilities for minors with behavioral difficulties, and facilities for children with behavioral difficulties who were… well, different.

“Of course these cases are related”, Falk explained. “The boys couldn’t stand it anymore in that hell hole and decided to take their chances.”

“Maybe”, I sighed. “It is my job to find out what kind of chances.” My cup was empty, and I returned to the kitchen for a glass of herb tea.

Falk followed. “And how are you going to do that?”

“Well, that’s the problem I’ve been thinking about.” I took a sip. The tea tasted as good as it smelled. Piercing and slightly metallic, and like summer. “We’d have to plant someone inside in order to learn more about their living conditions. However, after the missing witch case the yellow press has made sure that everybody knows my face. I don’t think I could pose as educationalist.”

“And what about a truth spell?”

“That might work.” Although it might be difficult. “Unfortunately evidence gained that way won’t be admitted in court. Our judges fear we might plant all kind of nonsense in people’s heads and sell as truth.”

“Could you?”

“Of course I could. But it wouldn’t be any more realistic than bribery and threats.”

“Only harder to prove.”

“Unless you ask another witch for help.”

“Whom you would have to trust in turn.” We looked at each other over our beverages. Falk stirred his coffee. “I wouldn’t have thought you knew this much about the legal system.”

I decided to change the topic. “Why haven’t you returned to your old job?” As street fighter he might earn several hundred bucks per night. Unless he got sent to jail for manslaughter again. He surely did not expect to earn similar wages here, right?

Falk shrugged. “Maybe I don’t want to get beat up every night.”

“Trying to escape from the curse?”

“Believe it or not, I feel I’m getting too old to have my bones broken for money. As for the curse – that will come in time. Nothing to be done about it.”

I had one more question burning under my nails. “Your family – are you keeping anything from me, or is death and decay really all it is about?”

Falk emptied his mug and put it in the sink. “You’d love to know that, wouldn’t you?” He stretched and yawned. His hands almost touched the ceiling. “I’d better go to bed. When do we start working tomorrow morning?”

“Help my memory – did I actually offer you a job?”

He did not reply to that. I heard the light switch click, and the door to the living room closing. Strega was nowhere to be seen. I guessed she planned on sleeping on the sofa tonight.

Company

11 Feb

This is an older very short story I wrote, taken from my former short story blog. Enjoy!

For an abandoned house, this was not at all bad. Really. He liked his recent accommodation. The former inhabitants, as long as they had stayed here at least, had obviously really cared for the place. Although windows were boarded up and all doors locked (except for the hidden door to the basement in the backyard, almost overgrown with moss and weeds, through which he had entered the first time and which, he had decided, would be the main entrance from now on). There was dust on the floors and mold in the corners of the rooms, but there were also carefully selected exquisite wallpapers and forgotten photographs. There were smiling faces, crooked children’s teeth, sunburns and gigantic fish, held up high to demonstrate power over nature.

The municipal services had forgotten to turn off the water. He appreciated it. In the cracked bathroom mirror, he could see his worn face while he used an old-fashioned razor to shave. There was no electricity, but he had organized about a dozen candles, which lit up the room and gave off some warmth. He could see the waterproof stickers with tiny fish on them. The family must have loved their children really much. Every detail in the house showed this. He smiled, careful not to nick himself. He liked the fish. They kept him company.

And they were not the only company the old man had. There were cockroaches in the abandoned cupboards in what must have been the kitchen, rats in the basement and down the corridor. And the two tiny skeletons in the room where he was sleeping. Their family mut really have loved them, at some point. He wondered what had made them leave the kids behind.

SHINY! The problem with crystals

30 Jan

[This is an article originally published at Pagan Writers Community in 2012 that disappeared from the web eventually. Since this topic is dear to my heart, and since many of you are crazy tree-hugging hippies as well, I thought I’d share it here. The information has not been updated, I’ll look into that eventually.]

Diamonds = tolerance, clear mind

Rubies = true love, self-fulfillment

Pearls = spiritual growth, love, contentment

Corals = love, friendship, sexuality

Gold = self-confidence, well-being

Silver = Balance, peace

Crystals and gemstones are among the most favorite supplies for your everyday Pagan. They are used inside the circle, worn as jewelry, some people use ritualistic objects carved out of semi-precious stones. Many crystals are supposed to have healing or magical properties such as those listed above, and there are many books on the subject. Unfortunately, none of the books – or at least none of those I have read so far – touch on the subject of how these crystals and gemstones make it into our Pagan lives. If we are lucky, they will tell us which countries the stones are from, and that is about it.

Fortunately, there is this thing called “the internet”, which gives you all the information you need if you ask the right questions. Try it, I will wait here. Using image search, look for “diamond mine”. See those giant holes drilled into the ground? Try another one, “gold mine” (or “silver mine”, if you prefer the metal associated with the moon). What do you see? Desert-like structures with caves and dry rocks, I bet. These are just some of the visible effects mining has got on our environment. In this article I will focus on some of the most searched-after minerals, but the situation is the same for almost all crystals and minerals used in Pagan work.

Basically, the problem with all these precious gifts from Mother Earth is that they are rarely given freely. Most of the time, humans intrude and take what they want, with little consideration for their environment. I will get to this more deeply in a minute. First I would like you to take a look at your gemstones once more, because after reading this article you may possibly never look at them quite the same.

Crystals and gemstones are found all over the world, with focus on Africa, South America and Asia, but Europe, North America and Australia have got their share of precious finds in the ground as well. Some are found lying around or only inches below the surface, others are hidden deep within the bones of the earth. And since humans all over the world have been in love with crystals for as long as they have been around, they have found ways to retrieve them. They will explore, dig and even blast their way to nature’s treasure chests, and leave behind a trail of destruction.

Take the South American “mineros”, for example. The continent is famous for gold and diamonds, and other riches are found there as well. There are official mining companies, but scientists suggest that as much as fifty percent of the minerals found there are dug up by illegals miners, the so-called “mineros” (and “mineras”), who go searching for deposits based on intuition and the advice of their shamans and witches. They cut down forests, dig holes into the ground in search of their ticket to a better life and build complete illegal cities. For some mining, poisonous chemicals are used. Mercury, for example, helps separate gold from dirt, and afterwards is boiled out of the gold-mercury mixture, evaporating into the air – approximately 1.32kg of mercury per 1kg of gold retrieved. Metal sulfides, previously buried in the ground, react with the oxygen from the air when dug up and turn into acids and metal oxides, further polluting water and soil. And once the “mineros” leave their mining site, in eighty percent of all affected areas it takes an average of four years for the vegetation to grow back, with considerably less biological diversity than before. Most of the “mineros” take on the job because there are not many ways out of poverty for them, and they are the first ones to suffer from the health hazards caused by their own work. Extensive hydraulic mining, the most common form of mining among “mineros”, destroys the environment they rely on for food, water and shelter. In 1995, an accident at an official mining site released more than four billion liters of cyanide into a nearby river, killing almost all fish and polluting the water used for drinking, cleaning and watering the fields.

Mines in poor countries only have got the most basic security standards. The walls of most mines in Sri Lanka are “stabilized” using bundles of dried fern. The miners do not wear helmets and work in almost complete darkness – the shift leaders are obliged to have one candle burning at all times. Additionally, mining is a dirty job, and workers who are not killed by rocks and soil crashing down onto their heads often suffer from severe respiratory diseases caused by dust from grinding the rocks. The workers are paid based on success – about three percent of the profits from the mine are shared among those who risk their lives every day. For those cutting and polishing the stones found, conditions are not much better – they are paid based on how many stones they work on, averaging at what amounts to 150.-€ (approx. 200.-$) per month. Much of this money is paid to children, whom many companies prefer because of their tiny hands and sharp eyes. The main profit goes to the people running the business – rebels and warlords in Africa, the military junta in Burma (which is why in 2003 the US government banned Burma rubies), big corporations.

There are also organic substances considered crystals: Pearls, ivory and corals, for example. The majority of cultured pearls, which are used almost exclusively in today’s jewelry business, are produced in Japan. Young women spend hours “operating” on shelled mollusks, implanting tiny objects into their soft tissue, causing them to grow a pearl around this object for protection. The larger the desired pearl, the higher the mortality rate among the mollusks – up to eighty percent. The mollusks are kept in wire or plastic cages for several years, producing pearls until they die or lose this ability, and then they are replaced. And do not get me started on corals or ivory – living beings killed only to sell their bodies for jewelry, with many varieties already almost extinct. (I am holding my breath until I am not tempted anymore to go on a rant.)

Go back to the beginning of the post. Read the list with the magical properties of the crystals and precious items mentioned in this text. Would you feel good using any of these items in corresponding rituals or spells? I bet not.

So what are we to do? The first idea, of course, is: Use what you have got at hand. Stones and woods found in your area, herbs, things made with your own hands. Crystals are very popular among witches and Pagans, but that does not mean we have to use them in our rituals. The fun thing about all this is that we can make stuff up as we go along, finding new methods to represent and enforce the powers we want to work with. Do not throw out your crystals, that would be waste, but make sure to cleanse them thoroughly, and offer a gift of compensation to Mother Earth. For the future, try to limit the impact of your rituals on your environment.

But what if… ? I know, sometimes we simply cannot work around an issue such as this. Luckily, there are alternatives for those who still need gemstones – either for jewelry or for magical purposes. A growing number of companies make it a principle to only use minerals retrieved under the best possible circumstances – with strict regulations for environmental impact, social and health benefits for their workers and a greater financial share of the cake for those risking their health in the mines. Others are certifying sustainable mining cooperations. Below I have listed a few resources for you to further dig into the topic and find whatever you need.

Read more:

http://www.kerstinlaibach.com/english/index.htm – a gold smith offering ecologically sound jewelry, using recycled metals and locally found stones, offering a part of their profits for animal and environment protection (I am totally getting our wedding rings there).

http://www.faire-edelsteine.de/32.0.html – Fair trade gems from Africa

http://www.fairtradegems.com/fair_trade_gems/ – more fair trade gems

http://www.fairtrade-gemstone.com/index.html – even more fair trade gems

http://www.ecobusinesslinks.com/jewelry-eco-friendly.htm – a list of environment-friendly businesses selling jewelry and such

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